crappy crap

Change is what I was scared of a few weeks ago but now it is something that I welcome into my life. Boredom actually helped me to think my life over and I realized that there are some things I just have to let go. Cause that is what life is all about…”letting go”.

I admit that I am not the person who lets go of things easily but when I do, I do so without regret. I thrive on change as of the moment. I actually feel empowered when I know that I am able to change something in me. It’s not that I am trying to change everything about me… I am just actually changing bits of myself to modify my whole character.

It is so ironic how I used to blame others for always changing and kind of leaving me behind but now I know better. It is not just them who changed, I also changed. Cause no matter how hard we try to deny it, we change little by little everyday. Some of these changes may be good while some may be bad. What matters is we know how to differentiate what is right from wrong.

Change is my enemy, my friend and my constant companion. No matter what happens though, I know that things will always change and nothing good or bad lasts forever. So I’ll just savor this phase in my life and hope to learn from every thing that comes my way.